I’ve always felt like I have a purpose. I’ve always felt like I was created to be great, and over the years I’ve been working hard on finding that purpose. I’m one of those people who always want to be doing something productive,I feel as if I’m not doing something I’m literally wasting my life. I’ve always wanted to be an example, someone you can look to, a successful woman without having to sleep with a wealthy man who treats me like sh*t to get ahead.
I know where I belong now, I know what my gifts are but sometimes I get flustered. I feel as if the dream isn’t coming through as fast as it ought to. I’ve tried so many things in my life and I wonder, when… when will I find that one thing that just takes me flying. I’m not one to be caged in by sitting at a desk for 8 hours and constantly be looking at the time praying for the clock to hit five (5). It feels like I’m settling and I’ve never been the one to settle, period. The people who knows me knows that much about me. I was created for more than this. I want to be my own boss. I want to be the one calling the shots for what I do and when I do it.
Balancing the dream and a full time job is not easy but very necessary. At times I feel squirmish and worn out because my mind is constantly on what I love and what I would rather be doing right now but without the job I’d lose my independence and then having to depend solely on my husband and I’m not about that life.There’s nothing greater than spending your own money. I never want to be fully dependent on my husband, even though he doesn’t mind taking care of me for the rest of our lives.
My aim is to assist with building that empire he and I dream of and making a name for myself. I want to be successful because the life I want to be living is pretty damn expensive. I want my brand “SKay So Peachy” to be so known and acknowledged by people around the world in a good way. I’m driven by purpose, I’m driven by consistency. I know that balancing the dream and the job is necessary right now and though I may feel unhappy at times because I’m not where I want to be.. yet! I will continue to be consistent. If this is how you are feeling too, don’t get too down about it. Do the best you can to take yourself out of the hole you think you might be stuck in.
I have a dream….
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